It’s a little after 4 a.m on a Wednesday…

I was going to lay in bed till my true alarm went off at 5am. But I couldn’t. My mind wouldn’t shut down and for some reason, I picked up my phone and started scrolling through FB Posts. Technology. That’s what it does to some of us. Keeps are heads bent and our eyes down. Not saying its a bad thing, but I’m not saying that its a good thing either. I’m saying it can be distracting. My entire theme for 2017, and yes I have a theme, was, balance with a smile. It’s been anything but. But I’m not going to complain. Okay, maybe a little. *Rant time* I want there to be more hours in the day. *Rant over* There’s a train passing by right now, and I’m thinking, is that why I’m up. I didn’t used to be the type of person to wake up at 4am every morning no matter what. So maybe it’s the trains fault.  Or maybe I’m up because I was worried about the sudden rash that appeared on my face last night (<—That’s probably what it really is).

But here I am awake, and happy to report the mysterious face rash has gone away. I am officially awake, and writing a blog post. Something I told myself I need to do more often. And not just about book stuff, but stuff happening around me. I want to keep this post positive, because there are just too many depressing or negative as fuck shit going on these days. I don’t have to post about it, there’s enough to go around to last a lifetime as far as I’m concerned.

This post won’t have any cute pictures either, because then that will take me forever to find, and I just want to sit and chill. While I blog of course.

What’s on the docket for everyone today? Me? I had my breakfast drink which included (I hope) all the essential vitamins, minerals, fiber, calcium, and protein. But who really knows what’s in that bottle of Carnation Breakfast Essentials? (Chocolate of course) LOL I’ll start getting ready for the day job, as an HR Advisor, slash payroll and benefits girl. Drive in Houston traffic, avoiding the toll roads, and jamming to my latest playlist, properly titled: Do the damn thang!

I’ll chat with my co-workers for a moment, and print out payroll reports and go through those, as its payday on Friday, plus we all got that annual increase, so I have to make sure that’s right. And check to make sure that to reorg is complete as well. (As we love to do a company reorg EVERY FREAKING SINGLE YEAR) <—Can you tell I love doing this. LOL I’ll laugh, I’ll whine, I’ll complain about all the stuff I can’t change at work, and then I’ll keep it pushing. Although, all of sales, and marketing are out in Paris going to what they call their yearly to-do to become ONE with the market while we admins and support staff stay back and throw a FUN In the SUN INSIDE office party. We’re going to wear *appropriate* beach attire, hook up the Xbox Live in the huge conference room on the big screen, eat burgers, and just well, goof off for a few hours.

What’s that’s all said and done, I’ll mosey on over back to my cubicle, make a list of things I plan to do… Do more HR Advisor work (by the way I have no clue what that even is anymore) and then I’ll leave promptly at 3 for my drive home. Check on my dad, who has congestive heart failure, but will probably live till his one-hundred and twenty, thanks to the nifty Lvad (left ventricle assist device). After all that is said and done (if he doesn’t have me running errands) I’ll take a me break. Sometimes that can last thirty minutes, or I wake up four hours later from a nap, my body forced me to have. Make dinner, or procrastinate and not make dinner, and tell the Mr. Sorry it’s PBJ night, to which he glares at me and explains he’s a man not a child. (I relent and cook anyway, sometimes). After all that is done, I say I’m going to work out and sometimes do, but as of late, usually don’t. I chat on FB, look for marketing tips (currently taking a course) and then I make notes on what I’m working on and try to write. There are good and bad days, but I’m finding out that the bad days aren’t really bad at all. They are more days I don’t focus my creativity. (At least that’s what I’m calling it.) Do you see why I need more hours in a day?

It’s almost time to get ready for work…. This post went on longer than I intended. But if you’re still here for the end. HEY YOU! HOW YOU DOIN! LOL All in all my life is hectic, filled with lost hours of time, and still I get to wake up and go to sleep smiling. That’s the point right? After all is said and done. Waking up and going to bed with a smile on your face. (Unless you’re not feeling well) I woke up thinking it’s 4am, and I have a rash on my face. Went to the bathroom to check it out and was relieved to see the bumps were gone! YAY! I got to read an amazing post this morning on FB in a group I’m a part of, and then I sat here and typed this out. Only to remember, dang it, what am I going to wear to the fun in the sun inside party today at the office?

See you later folks, best reason for this post? Don’t have one… But I feel good now that I did. CIAO Beautiful people!